Wednesday, November 12, 2003
Bah
Why must McDonalds sell breakfast until 1030? Dangit I want lunch. Why can't they serve both all day. **pouts**
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
Wheres Waldo?
Where did Lili go???? :(
Good news around here. Erichs insurance will pick me up in January, pregnant and all. Yippee! :) Since my insurance had changed and instead of paying nothing like we had planned we were going to have to have to pay 20% which was seriously downing my mood as of late. Erich's insurance will pick me up and they pay 100%. I also found out that I can take short term disability (read= maternity leave) and get money then quit my job and NOT have to pay back the benefits. Whoopee. :) So yeah that seriously brightened my day.
I'm getting bigger and slowing down majorly. There is a friend that wants to see me but I'm so tired after work that I can't seem to possibly do anything. I feel bad though since in a few weeks it won't be just me anymore and they want to see me pregnant. **sigh** I'm just SO tired these days. Oh and surgery is picking right back up. I think everyone is using their insurance while their deductibles are met and they have lower insurance rates since the new year will bring higher insurance rates. Let's see if it continues. Off to work.
Oh and does anyone else think it is UNFAIR that Erich gets to spend the day at home because it is veterans day? Freaking bank holiday. I work Thanksgiving DAY for crying out loud and he get Veterans Day off. The world is not right man.
Good news around here. Erichs insurance will pick me up in January, pregnant and all. Yippee! :) Since my insurance had changed and instead of paying nothing like we had planned we were going to have to have to pay 20% which was seriously downing my mood as of late. Erich's insurance will pick me up and they pay 100%. I also found out that I can take short term disability (read= maternity leave) and get money then quit my job and NOT have to pay back the benefits. Whoopee. :) So yeah that seriously brightened my day.
I'm getting bigger and slowing down majorly. There is a friend that wants to see me but I'm so tired after work that I can't seem to possibly do anything. I feel bad though since in a few weeks it won't be just me anymore and they want to see me pregnant. **sigh** I'm just SO tired these days. Oh and surgery is picking right back up. I think everyone is using their insurance while their deductibles are met and they have lower insurance rates since the new year will bring higher insurance rates. Let's see if it continues. Off to work.
Oh and does anyone else think it is UNFAIR that Erich gets to spend the day at home because it is veterans day? Freaking bank holiday. I work Thanksgiving DAY for crying out loud and he get Veterans Day off. The world is not right man.
Sunday, November 09, 2003
Saturday, November 08, 2003
Wednesday, November 05, 2003
Big Fat Jerks
Why is it that I am not allowed to say I am uncomfortable or that I hurt? I have a bruise on my belly that hurts worse than any other bruise I've ever had in my entire time on this Earth. I think it hurts so bad because my uterus is now pushing on it from the inside and my waistband pushes on it from the outside and my muscles just get so tired by the end of the day. Someone asks me, "so how are you feeling?" And I say, "honestly I'm not feeling great. this bruise on my belly hurts and my hips hurt something awful." This person responds with, " Well, didn't you want to get pregnant? Didn't you actually physically seek getting pregnant?" I respond, " yes I did." She answers, "then you shouldn't complain."
WTF? Why is it that every other pregnant woman on this planet is allowed to "complain" but because I struggled to get pregnant and took a little clomid I'm supposed to be some damn friggin' saint who doesn't mouth a complaint. I am SO happy to be pregnant and I LOVE every minute of this somewhat hellish pregnancy I've had. ( We do remember that unlike the average pregnant woman I lost 22 pounds, puked every day multiple times for over 12 weeks, battled a stomach flu and kidney stones, and was admitted to the hospital for dehydration, right? OH and lets not forget being hit by a 300lb motorized cart directly in the belly.) SO yeah, I love being pregnant, I tried to get pregnant but it's taking its toll. The average pregnant woman isn't spending 8+ hours on her feet constantly pushing, pulling, and lifting fat asses off of surgery tables (sorry I really am a compassionate person. ) :(
I am at the point where I feel like I've been pregnant forever and I feel like I have forever left. OH and at what point do I go from being pregnant to "that pregnant." To the MALE anesthisiologist who made me run for a lightwand, "SCREW YOU JERK!" The story behind that is: we put this patient on the table and he put him to sleep then decides he wants a light wand ( an instrument that is a long thin stick of sorts with a light on the end of it. They use it during difficult intubations to shine a light directly in the throat then thread the tube in the throat.) So anyways, he realizes he has no lightwand in the room (gee, think you should have thought ahead?) then looks at me and says "run and get me a lightwand from the anes. work room. And I do mean run because he is out completely." Okay so me and my belly and almost 3lb baby go running down to the work room (on the other side of surgery) then run back with the lightwand and obviously when I get back I'm huffing and puffing (did I mention there are feet or arms in my ribs?) and joke with the nurse saying something like, " I don't think pregnant women are meant to run like that. heh." He responds, " well you are not THAT pregnant." Excuse me? Let me have you run your ass off all day long after not sleeping the night before. I'll pump you full of hormones then shove a 3lb baby up you with placenta and amniotic fluid etc etc etc and see how well you run and how you like it. Ugh.
I don't like being like this. And the hostility makes me even more hostile if that makes sense. I just want compassion from other people. I'm gosh darn tired, why won't anyone acknowledge that? I know of people who aren't working who are pregnant and say they are tired and people go, "oh I'm sorry you must be." But if I say I'm tired (after having worked a shift) they respond with something like, " well you wanted this." or " you made your bed, now lie in it." Jerks. I'm sick of it.
Oh and thanks for all of you who said you read. I'll try and be comical and bright and funny and witty. Operative word= try since I don't think I achieve that now. Heh. I'll be happier tomorrow. I'm spending an entire day with my Prince Charming. He is going with me to the hospital to do the GTT and then we are going to see the Matrix Revolutions. (we opted to not do it tonight and see a cheaper matinee tomorrow.) I'm also going to clean and relax. I need it.
WTF? Why is it that every other pregnant woman on this planet is allowed to "complain" but because I struggled to get pregnant and took a little clomid I'm supposed to be some damn friggin' saint who doesn't mouth a complaint. I am SO happy to be pregnant and I LOVE every minute of this somewhat hellish pregnancy I've had. ( We do remember that unlike the average pregnant woman I lost 22 pounds, puked every day multiple times for over 12 weeks, battled a stomach flu and kidney stones, and was admitted to the hospital for dehydration, right? OH and lets not forget being hit by a 300lb motorized cart directly in the belly.) SO yeah, I love being pregnant, I tried to get pregnant but it's taking its toll. The average pregnant woman isn't spending 8+ hours on her feet constantly pushing, pulling, and lifting fat asses off of surgery tables (sorry I really am a compassionate person. ) :(
I am at the point where I feel like I've been pregnant forever and I feel like I have forever left. OH and at what point do I go from being pregnant to "that pregnant." To the MALE anesthisiologist who made me run for a lightwand, "SCREW YOU JERK!" The story behind that is: we put this patient on the table and he put him to sleep then decides he wants a light wand ( an instrument that is a long thin stick of sorts with a light on the end of it. They use it during difficult intubations to shine a light directly in the throat then thread the tube in the throat.) So anyways, he realizes he has no lightwand in the room (gee, think you should have thought ahead?) then looks at me and says "run and get me a lightwand from the anes. work room. And I do mean run because he is out completely." Okay so me and my belly and almost 3lb baby go running down to the work room (on the other side of surgery) then run back with the lightwand and obviously when I get back I'm huffing and puffing (did I mention there are feet or arms in my ribs?) and joke with the nurse saying something like, " I don't think pregnant women are meant to run like that. heh." He responds, " well you are not THAT pregnant." Excuse me? Let me have you run your ass off all day long after not sleeping the night before. I'll pump you full of hormones then shove a 3lb baby up you with placenta and amniotic fluid etc etc etc and see how well you run and how you like it. Ugh.
I don't like being like this. And the hostility makes me even more hostile if that makes sense. I just want compassion from other people. I'm gosh darn tired, why won't anyone acknowledge that? I know of people who aren't working who are pregnant and say they are tired and people go, "oh I'm sorry you must be." But if I say I'm tired (after having worked a shift) they respond with something like, " well you wanted this." or " you made your bed, now lie in it." Jerks. I'm sick of it.
Oh and thanks for all of you who said you read. I'll try and be comical and bright and funny and witty. Operative word= try since I don't think I achieve that now. Heh. I'll be happier tomorrow. I'm spending an entire day with my Prince Charming. He is going with me to the hospital to do the GTT and then we are going to see the Matrix Revolutions. (we opted to not do it tonight and see a cheaper matinee tomorrow.) I'm also going to clean and relax. I need it.
Tuesday, November 04, 2003
Does Anyone Still Read This?
Sorry for lack of updates. I've been having a few sickly days combined with losing all of my energy and having feet poking into my ribs. I had a doctor appointment yesterday. I've gained 3.5 pounds bringing me up to 9.5 pounds total weight gain. Fundal height is almost 29! Maybe this baby will be ready to come early, or maybe she just has long legs. Heartbeat was 136 bpm ( I think she was asleep) and I start two week appointments now! My next one is 11/17 and the one after that will be 12/1! December! Wow!
It's freaking hot around here. Yesterday it was in the eighties which is just bazaar. I'm off to work. Tomorrow we are going to see the premiere of "Matrix Revolutions" after work and then we both have Thursday off. Yeehaw. I am doing the GTT on Thursday and having my blood drawn to check for anemia. I'll try harder to update more often. ** I hear the snickering laughs.** Just so tired.
Oh, we painted our bedroom this weekend. We are also getting rid of all of the "crap" furniture we have. Ya know, stuff you got in college that was a piece of junk, but hey it was furniture. It's time to move into being "real" adults. Heh. Whatever that means. I'll try and post a picture though Erich took the camera to work.
It's freaking hot around here. Yesterday it was in the eighties which is just bazaar. I'm off to work. Tomorrow we are going to see the premiere of "Matrix Revolutions" after work and then we both have Thursday off. Yeehaw. I am doing the GTT on Thursday and having my blood drawn to check for anemia. I'll try harder to update more often. ** I hear the snickering laughs.** Just so tired.
Oh, we painted our bedroom this weekend. We are also getting rid of all of the "crap" furniture we have. Ya know, stuff you got in college that was a piece of junk, but hey it was furniture. It's time to move into being "real" adults. Heh. Whatever that means. I'll try and post a picture though Erich took the camera to work.
Friday, October 31, 2003
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
Operation: Clean Out the Kitchen
I've been on a mission to get the kitchen "ready for winter" and I've been frantically cooking to get rid of all the crap in the pantry. I've also wanted to make more meals on the weekend so we can take for our lunches during the week and not eat cold sandwiches everyday.
I started out Sunday and invited my grandparents over for breakfast (they will eat anything) and served them pancakes and oatmeal. :) For lunch I made 3lbs of sloppy joe (so E can reheat and make sandwiches for dinner the remainder of the week) and I also made sour cream potatoes, peas, green beans, and corn. All of the vegetables came from little packages in the freezer that were never enough to make for both of us, so just got shoved to the back. I also put pot roast, carrots, and potatoes in the crock pot and let it cook all day on Sunday. For dinner Sunday, I made baked spaghetti and garlic bread. I also made two loaves of cinnamon bread. I'm thinking I'll make another loaf tonight and put applesauce in it to make apple-cinnamon bread. :) I also have some chicken thawed in the fridge and some shake and bake bbq glaze that I think I'll cook for E tonight and put in the fridge for leftovers. And I have biscuits to make Monkey Bread. I'll make that tonight so we can eat it during "Good Morning Miami." So am I a cooking fool or what? :)
I started out Sunday and invited my grandparents over for breakfast (they will eat anything) and served them pancakes and oatmeal. :) For lunch I made 3lbs of sloppy joe (so E can reheat and make sandwiches for dinner the remainder of the week) and I also made sour cream potatoes, peas, green beans, and corn. All of the vegetables came from little packages in the freezer that were never enough to make for both of us, so just got shoved to the back. I also put pot roast, carrots, and potatoes in the crock pot and let it cook all day on Sunday. For dinner Sunday, I made baked spaghetti and garlic bread. I also made two loaves of cinnamon bread. I'm thinking I'll make another loaf tonight and put applesauce in it to make apple-cinnamon bread. :) I also have some chicken thawed in the fridge and some shake and bake bbq glaze that I think I'll cook for E tonight and put in the fridge for leftovers. And I have biscuits to make Monkey Bread. I'll make that tonight so we can eat it during "Good Morning Miami." So am I a cooking fool or what? :)
Who's Been Sleeping in My Bed?
Well, Friday evening I went after my job to babysit. I was extremely tired and was yawning when I put the little boys pajamas on him. He is about 3 and adores Erich so he says to me:
"Suzanne, when you go home I want you to promise me that you and Erich will take a nap."
Me: "Okay."
Him: "Is the baby in your tummy sleeping?"
Me: "Yes she is I believe."
**pauses and thinks for a minute**
Him: "Is there a bed in there?"
Me: (holding back laughter) "No, not a bed. She is sleeping in a warm bubble of water."
Him: "oh. when is she coming out again?"
Me: "remember how we talked about how she would come after xmas and santa claus?"
Him: "yeah." **pauses** " Will she still be in the water?" :)
"Suzanne, when you go home I want you to promise me that you and Erich will take a nap."
Me: "Okay."
Him: "Is the baby in your tummy sleeping?"
Me: "Yes she is I believe."
**pauses and thinks for a minute**
Him: "Is there a bed in there?"
Me: (holding back laughter) "No, not a bed. She is sleeping in a warm bubble of water."
Him: "oh. when is she coming out again?"
Me: "remember how we talked about how she would come after xmas and santa claus?"
Him: "yeah." **pauses** " Will she still be in the water?" :)
Friday, October 24, 2003
blood
I've been awful about posting. Sorry! :) I'm tired and not sleeping well at night. Plus I feel like I'm doing even more nesting and trying to stay sane enough that I can keep my job at least through the end of December. The money is way to nice right now. The word is that they are looking at the people who occupy my type of job and seeing who they can eliminate. Jerks.
Erich is going to give blood tomorrow for the triplets. They will need it next week and then they are planning on taking all three home the first week of November. I volunteered to stay a night or two sometime in November to help with nighttime feedings and such, but to be honest I don't know if I'll be able to do it. I'm so tired and seem to be getting rounder by the day! So keep Erich in your thoughts, he hates needles and blood (I know the delivery might be quite entertaining) but he is braving it just for the boys. :) Isn't he sweet? I'd give except they want O type blood ( I have A+) and they wouldn't take it from me cause I'm pregnant.
Speaking of pregnant, there are only 98 days until my due date! Everyone at work says Jan 15 and the guy I work with who never gets gender wrong says girl. So we'll see. I have to go back to work, my break is over. I'll try and write more but busy weekend. Tonight I'm babysitting after work (12 hour day at least! Yipes!) then we go tomorrow to give the blood and then babysit in the evening, and then Sunday I'm going to clean like a mad woman. I'm tired just typing it! Have a great weekend.
Erich is going to give blood tomorrow for the triplets. They will need it next week and then they are planning on taking all three home the first week of November. I volunteered to stay a night or two sometime in November to help with nighttime feedings and such, but to be honest I don't know if I'll be able to do it. I'm so tired and seem to be getting rounder by the day! So keep Erich in your thoughts, he hates needles and blood (I know the delivery might be quite entertaining) but he is braving it just for the boys. :) Isn't he sweet? I'd give except they want O type blood ( I have A+) and they wouldn't take it from me cause I'm pregnant.
Speaking of pregnant, there are only 98 days until my due date! Everyone at work says Jan 15 and the guy I work with who never gets gender wrong says girl. So we'll see. I have to go back to work, my break is over. I'll try and write more but busy weekend. Tonight I'm babysitting after work (12 hour day at least! Yipes!) then we go tomorrow to give the blood and then babysit in the evening, and then Sunday I'm going to clean like a mad woman. I'm tired just typing it! Have a great weekend.
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
Diaper Days
My mom just ordered my diaper package from Earthbaby.com. Yay! One less expense for me. The next big expense I anticipate is the co-sleeper. :) She is giving me the diapers for my baby shower which is November 22. You are all invited though I doubt you would be able to make it to the midwest. :( I have my registry started and there is a ton of stuff on there. Erich put a lot of stuff on there too. I can't help but think that there is something missing from it. Boo. I also have a small registry at Pottery Barn Kids.
Monday, October 20, 2003
Belly Dancer
I just spent the last twenty minutes or so watching my belly "dance". My mom would have killed to have been here for that. She is dying to feel the baby move, but she is always around when I am eating or when I just get off of work, which are usually down times for baby.
I was lying on my back on the couch and when I am on my back, I put my hand on my belly because I know baby will start to move and I'll feel her. Well I decided that I would lift my shirt and and look down and sure enough my belly ring started moving along with the rest of my stomach. It looked like a little alien stuck in my body trying to get out. Ella, my puppy, even saw it and cocked her head to the side in awe I believe. :) It's so cool. I'm glad she is okay and getting strong. I can't wait to meet you baby and hold you in my arms.
I was lying on my back on the couch and when I am on my back, I put my hand on my belly because I know baby will start to move and I'll feel her. Well I decided that I would lift my shirt and and look down and sure enough my belly ring started moving along with the rest of my stomach. It looked like a little alien stuck in my body trying to get out. Ella, my puppy, even saw it and cocked her head to the side in awe I believe. :) It's so cool. I'm glad she is okay and getting strong. I can't wait to meet you baby and hold you in my arms.
MIA
Sorry I've not been around lately. Busy week last week. I was hit by a 300lb motarized endo cart and pinned to the wall. Baby is fine. I sat in maternal fetal medicine for about 4 hours while they monitored her heartbeat and they did an ultrasound. She is sitting frank breech in there and still keeps her legs closed to see well enough, but they are still saying girl. I have to get back to work now. Enjoy your day and I'll try and write more.
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
When You Wish Upon A Star...
Well, things look a little better. I went and got the directory of physicians for the dirt cheap insurance that pays 90% (opposed to my next to dirt cheap plan that will only pay 80% beginning in January). My PCP is covered in that insurance plan as is the hospital I plan to deliver at. So, if nothing in that book changes, I'll be able to get cheaper insurance and get more paid for. Who would think that the less you pay the more it covers? Weird. So that is my good news for the day. I scanned the pics of the ultrasound from yesterday but fotolog wouldn't upload them this morning. I'll try again when I get home.
Monday, October 13, 2003
Stress
I'm a bit stressed right now. It seems for every two steps you take forward, you always take one back. I'm stressed about money. The hospital just came out with the new insurance plans. Instead of the I don't pay anything my HMO pays 100% that I have now, my plan changes to 80%/20%. (me paying 20% with a deductible.) Someone said, it's just like everyone else who doesn't have hospital insurance, but I say thats crap. People that generally pay 20% aren't limited by networks. I'm not going to freak out about this right now. I know in my heart that things will work out. Heh, maybe I should stick a paypal button up "help me deliver my child!" I'll worry about it when E's insurance stuff comes out. Maybe if I wish really really hard, one of his plans will pick me up pregnant. One can hope, right?
A highlight of today is that I saw baby. :) It is really slow in the OR so Mel and I went and played on the u/s machine. She's in there alright, and I'm still saying she because we saw a head, spine, a butt, two legs, two arms, some fingers, and some toes and NO penis. :) She does look a little cramped with those long legs though. She had her feet around her ears. :) And she's head down. She sucked her thumb and we saw her doing the "mimicking" breathing, which was way cool. When we took the probe and poked it into my tummy, she promptly gave us swift thump right at the probe! When we talked to her, she responded to our voices. It was really great. We printed a lot of pictures but only two are really great. One of her beautiful spine ( I love seeing all those vertabrae!) and one of her head and toes! Those tiny toes! And she has gotten so big since just 6 weeks ago. I fall more in love with her everyday and I just can't believe it.
Anywho, if you get a moment, send a silent thought our way that things will work out like they are supposed to in January. I'm sincerely scared, and working full time isn't an option. I'm going to try and babysit once a week and take baby with me. I'm also going to try and get a house to clean biweekly. Hopefully that will pull us through. I just know in my heart that I need to be home with baby, and E doesn't seem to be as worried about the $$. The thought of having to pay 20% is a bit daunting at this point though. This is boring to you guys, I know. I'm sorry.
I'm going to go fold some baby clothes that a lady I know gave us and set them on the changing table. I think laying them and seeing what I have and need will help. I'll wash them in December. I'm getting ready to order my clothe dipes pretty soon too. Official nesting has begun I believe. Night night, sweet dreams, and don't let bed bugs bite.
A highlight of today is that I saw baby. :) It is really slow in the OR so Mel and I went and played on the u/s machine. She's in there alright, and I'm still saying she because we saw a head, spine, a butt, two legs, two arms, some fingers, and some toes and NO penis. :) She does look a little cramped with those long legs though. She had her feet around her ears. :) And she's head down. She sucked her thumb and we saw her doing the "mimicking" breathing, which was way cool. When we took the probe and poked it into my tummy, she promptly gave us swift thump right at the probe! When we talked to her, she responded to our voices. It was really great. We printed a lot of pictures but only two are really great. One of her beautiful spine ( I love seeing all those vertabrae!) and one of her head and toes! Those tiny toes! And she has gotten so big since just 6 weeks ago. I fall more in love with her everyday and I just can't believe it.
Anywho, if you get a moment, send a silent thought our way that things will work out like they are supposed to in January. I'm sincerely scared, and working full time isn't an option. I'm going to try and babysit once a week and take baby with me. I'm also going to try and get a house to clean biweekly. Hopefully that will pull us through. I just know in my heart that I need to be home with baby, and E doesn't seem to be as worried about the $$. The thought of having to pay 20% is a bit daunting at this point though. This is boring to you guys, I know. I'm sorry.
I'm going to go fold some baby clothes that a lady I know gave us and set them on the changing table. I think laying them and seeing what I have and need will help. I'll wash them in December. I'm getting ready to order my clothe dipes pretty soon too. Official nesting has begun I believe. Night night, sweet dreams, and don't let bed bugs bite.
Just call me Buddha
I lost the nursery pic I took so I'll take another and upload that tomorrow. But I did upload a picture of my belly. :) Man I feel huge. So how do I look?
Friday, October 10, 2003
Guess what I'm doing...
I'm painting the nursery! I'm painting the nursery! I'm painting the nursery! Yaaay! Yaay! I'm painting the nursery! Okay enough of that. :) I got my butt in gear and started finishing the job I started oh a month ago. My mom came at 6:30 and started doing the high trim for me and went back to work to put her timecard in. She'll be back in about a half hour. :) Then we are going to do the writing/painting on the wall. :) I know some of you don't do "God" but Erich and I do just not in an over the top way. And remember that the theme is "my friend the moon" (that link goes to a picture of the quilt and bumper I bought.) So the writing on the wall above the rocking chair will say:
I see the moon,
the moon sees me;
God bless the moon,
And God bless me.
It will be cute, I'll post a pic tonight after Erich gets home. (He has the digital camera yet again.) I'm thrillled! :)
I see the moon,
the moon sees me;
God bless the moon,
And God bless me.
It will be cute, I'll post a pic tonight after Erich gets home. (He has the digital camera yet again.) I'm thrillled! :)
I'm alive... barely
I'm here. I have Erichs horrendous cold now. All I want to do is guzzle a bottle of NyQuil, obviously I can't do that. I have the day off, for now. I was a bit ticked yesterday. Went into work and picked cases for the next day. I saw that Friday was not busy, so I asked for it off (they always put you off if we aren't busy, so I figured I save myself the hassle of driving in, especially since I feel like crap). Anywho. I asked, it's always been to my understanding that the first person who asks is the first person who gets it off. Well, I asked and she said she would let me know. I then caught her asking someone else if they wanted it off, they did (who wouldn't it's a Friday for crying out loud) and so I asked her, does that mean I can have it off too? She says, " well I think you can, but call in the morning and see if they need you." Grr... Didn't I ask off first? Yup. So I call just now. They don't need me right now, but please call back around 3 in case anybody calls in. So basically, don't get to wrapped up in painting the nursery Suzanne because you could still have to go to work. I told Erich it was like if he asked his boss Can I have tomorrow off? And his boss said well, "Anybody else want tomorrow off? No? Okay Erich you can have it off then." Those people can drive me mad.
I picked up a baby for surgery yesterday that was born at 24 weeks gestation. Born at 1lb 12oz and 12 inches long. That's where I'm at. Scary to think that that baby came out now, hopeful to think they could be able to save her if she did come out, freaky to think that big of a baby (although he was really tiny) is inside of me! A 12 inch baby inside of me! It boggles my mind. Okay I'm off to nap and then start the nursery. They better not need me at 3 dang it.
I picked up a baby for surgery yesterday that was born at 24 weeks gestation. Born at 1lb 12oz and 12 inches long. That's where I'm at. Scary to think that that baby came out now, hopeful to think they could be able to save her if she did come out, freaky to think that big of a baby (although he was really tiny) is inside of me! A 12 inch baby inside of me! It boggles my mind. Okay I'm off to nap and then start the nursery. They better not need me at 3 dang it.
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